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Maybe writing these makes me feel better, and maybe now I don't feel so well. Maybe I feel bad more than I admit. I don't want to feel like this.

A lot has happened in the last week. Hell, a lot has happened in the last thirty minutes. So I hope you don't mind me having a kind of unconnected rant. It won't happen again, hopefully.

I'm bad at titles, as we've all already concluded. And I also love Boa with my entire heart so this is a title of one of her songs which kind of relates to this post.

It's nearing the end of his birthday, but I really want to write a post about him on this important day. A lot of people might not read it, but that's okay. I'd just like to explain everything I feel for him. Even though there aren't enough words and ways to put words together to express it.

Do you know that "*taps mic* uhhh i love all my friends" tumblr post? That's my only personality trait you should know about. I would do anything for my friends and their happiness.

I'm finally done with tests and oral exams and, well, stress. I already feel free. I'm happy.

I'm bad at expressing my emotions. I don't know in which ways to show people how much they mean to me. Even though I'm supposedly good at writing, I never have enough words and I don't know in which order to put them to express all the love I have for them.

I bet no one has missed me, but I'm back. I've been busy with school and the french competition, but now I'm here, for a short while, until school punches me in the face again.

So.. hi? This is my first post, I guess. As I've said already, I'm kind of using this as a coping mechanism. If you know anything about me, you know I've been going through a lot lately. And I'm not sure if anyone even cares about it, I'm not sure if I should talk about it. I'd like to write...

The other day I heard the church bells ring as I was walking to school, and I did the sign of the cross. A second later, my brain registered what I did and I had to stop walking to think.